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Reflection (0)

22/03/2013 • Essays

This examination, which is relatively new to me, is, on the surface, an exercise in fear. It has become a daily ritual. I am looking at a face that until recently was unfamiliar; I never really knew what I looked like in any great detail.

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ADAP »

ADAP Watch, May 31, 2012 (1)

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More than 90% of those now wait-listed are in five Southern states: Alabama, Florida, Georgia, Louisiana, and North Carolina. All five have legitimate state budget shortfalls. All five, however, also have increasingly serious rural HIV epidemics, and extending immediate ADAP drug assistance to everyone who qualifies would be a useful step towards slowing the spread of the virus. The additional cost to the states would be trivial in the context of their whole state budgets – eliminating state ADAP contributions altogether would not materially improve their fiscal situations, and doubling them would not make them materially worse.

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Be A Light »

May Photo A Day: Where I Stand (3)

Where I Stand:
~able bodied, alive, holding this candle,
 in honor and remembrance of all those who have gone before me, 
often unrecognized, alone, in fear
 and who fought for all the blessings I am able to reap each day~
I hope I do you all proud by keeping my candle lit each day

Monday, May 21, 2012 … Sunday, May 20, 2012 was the   29th Annual International AIDS Candlelight Memorial … My mother and I were lucky enough to attend I say lucky because while these memorials are held globally, there are only about 2 dozen held in the US AIDS Resource Group of Evansville’s  service  at St Mary’s… Read More ›

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Chloe's World »

May Photo A Day: Weather (0)

See the close~up of the sign
NO SWIMMING OR WADDING
proving once again Evansville comes from a place of NO

Monday, May 28, 2012 Hot! That’s all you can say about the weather today… It was 88º at 11:am … So, missing Portland and the culture of community fountains as cooling spots and gathering places like these … … Chloë Angel and I went on a quest to find all the water fountains with~in walking… Read More ›

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Daily Photo Challenge »

June Photo A Day: On Your Plate (0)

onion bagel, neufatel cheese, smoked turkey and roma tomato slice

Sunday, June 3, 2012

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DIY »

May Photo A Day: Unusual (0)

here are some of my whites soaking in bleach.
about hour three
i will be bottling all of this bleach water up and saving it for future use
how Broke~Ass of me

Thursday, May 25, 2012 Unusual… What is that? really? How do you capture unusual? What do I do that is Unusual ??? … Perplexed I went on with my day LOOKING for the unusual … I couldn’t capture the new UNUSUAL  behavior Chloë Angel has picked~up from her dog cousins since visiting them earlier in… Read More ›

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Found! »

Look What My Dumb A$$ BroughtHome (0)

what was once 1 piece is now 8

Thursday, May 17, 2012 … Last night while walking Chloë we ran across this green glass top table in someone’s garbage. I wasn’t too interested. However, on one of our walks today, we ran across it again. This time I decided to go ahead and bring it home. … When I picked it up, I… Read More ›

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Gratitude »

gratitude: look what came in the mail (2)

4 ebay packages (dandelion wine here I come!)
a new debit card (I've been waiting over a month...really!)
and a faboulous package from a dear friend

Thursday, May 24, 2012 I was blessed enough to have a few days off in a row; four to be exact! The benefits of working part~time, I tell ya! So, being no fool, I took advantage of this stretch and called my cousin Deanna. We made arrangements for me to hang out with my found… Read More ›

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HIV 411 »

Conceiving a Child While HIV Positive (0)

PozLyfe09: Raw Talk on Life With HIV episode 39

A Video Blog by Jermaine Wright, September 23, 2011

http://www.thebody.com

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Hoosieria »

Vanderburgh County Civil Rights Ordinance (0)

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On Monday, April 9, 2012, the Vanderburgh County Commissioners will hold a second public hearing regarding proposed amendments to the Civil Rights Ordinance now in place.  As it stands employers, landlords and such are free to discriminate based on age, disability, sexual orientation and gender identity (either real or perceived).  Now as much as I hate it, I get it that sexual orientation and gender identity may… Read More ›

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Journal »

May Photo A Day: Technology (0)

this calendar picture is attached to some branches on top of a book shelf

Wednesday, May 23, 2012 yes, I know I am way behind on these… When trying to figure out what exactly to take a picture of for this post, I considered several things … … All of these, while technology seemed not exactly what I wanted to post… They seemed soulless to not capture any part… Read More ›

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Letters »

Eva (0)

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and we would have driven. Driven straight to hell waiting for whatever adventure was before us…. I will say, once we got there, your mother would have looked for the biggest freak and try to make out with him. Lisa would try to get with his best friend. I would run around looking for the queer boys and fall in love with anyone of them and all of them if they talked to me. Anne would look for any guy in a band or tortured artsy type and flirt or try and hook up. Lori, she would follow your mother around and keep who she liked to herself, for fear that Denise or Anne would make moves on him. And she would take mental notes of everything… and we would meet back go back to Washington and walk around town as if we were the coolest people to have walked the earth. And plan the next trip.

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Post A Day 2012 »

Weekly Photo Challenge: Blue (0)

My blue building

Thursday, May 17, 2012 … I love this old abandoned blue building. It is about two blocks from where I live. Every time I walk by I think how great it would be to buy it. I imagine myself renovating it updating it to make it as green as possible without taking away from its… Read More ›

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Put A Smile On Your Face »

Caine’s Arcade (0)

Caine's Arcade proprietor: Caine    (photo courtesy of Caine's Arcade fan page on Facebook.  go ahead and LIKE it

I just finished listening to this story on NPR’s All Things Considered: Caine’s Cardboard Arcade (click the link to listen) that led me to this: photo courtesy of Caine’s Arcade fan page on Facebook. go ahead and LIKE it https://www.facebook.com/cainesarcade?ref=ts It made me smile, so I had to look it up on YouTube. Here’s the… Read More ›

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Rise Up to HIV by Kevin Maloney »

Rise Up to HIV (0)

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What Does It Mean to Rise Up to HIV? Below Are Examples
Getting tested for HIV; knowing your status
Advocating for a just, HIV/AIDS-related cause
Anything that raises awareness of HIV/AIDS
Volunteering in the HIV/AIDS community
Using your voice and telling your story to educate others
Using your voice and story to help reduce stigma
Participating in an AIDS walk
Donating to an HIV/AIDS-related organization
Organizing an HIV /AIDS-related event
Offering your hand in hand to help someone with HIV/AIDS
Working in the HIV/AIDS field
Someone who is HIV negative
Writing about your experience, strength and hope living with HIV/AIDS

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Sex by the Numbers »

Sexual Exposure Chart (0)

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Every year more than 15 million cases of STDs are reported in the U.S. This chart shows on the left the number of sexual partners and on the right the number of people exposed to. This is assuming that everyone has the same sexual partners as you. Related articles JustGetTested.com Recommends Confidential Blood Testing During Sexually… Read More ›

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Weekly Photo Challenge »

Weekly Photo Challenge: Together (4)

Chlo-Beaux sitting on my lap...

I am a simple guy… so I took a simple picture. and a not so flattering one either… but hey! that’s OK… … As per my M.O. : a little back story… … In 2006, my mom moved from the Post~Hurricane Katrina devastation of Mississippi to her mother’s (my grandmother) home in Indiana.  It was not… Read More ›

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